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update of 2011

2011-07-18T09:12:00.001-07:00

Wow, it been a long time since the last post that i blog over here. now, I am back with you blog!!!

just to update that I am getting my 1st job for 2 years, and now.. I am going to resign...

I will start the new job in the coming month, August 2011..

will update more on the day coming!!

see ya!!!

伤心得情人节

2010-02-28T09:26:00.000-08:00

今天，原本希望和你过个开心得情人节，可是，却发生了一些小状况。

你听了一个我不想你听得电话。对不起，我不能忍受这一切。我不喜欢。。

曾经，我已经说过，不想你和他有太多少的连络，可是为什么你还是降？

我很不高兴，今年的农历情人节，我真的一点都要不高兴。

CHU 4 SING K

2010-02-23T22:54:00.001-08:00

it been a long time never sing K with all my dudes.. ahahaa, really along time since they all going to outstation for study purpose and also working..

Same as us, Me & my lovely are busy saving money for our very 1st oversea trip, are lesser time for Sing K lo..

CHU4, can consider as the small gathering for all of us. But still there is some fella are missing in this Sing K session. hahaha, but nvm, i noe i will meet you all up in the Coming Chu6 in my house.. ahahah

Hereby will update you all with the photo on the day.

So Called CNY breakfast by Greenbox.. but not nice at all.. yaikzzzzz

for sure, we are the 1 who like to take photo in the day.. ahahahhaha

again, we take it with nice angle..

he has change alot since the day i noe him, he used to quiet but now he sing & talk alot.. great job bro...

he always the 1 who sing alot & alot.. ahahha

after the sing K session, I am heading to the Templer for the Pray....

famous Temple in Sban, many ppl will visit every year.

chili plant in front of it.. feel so weird... @@!!

alot of ppl are doing their praying job there.

full body photo of the day.. haha, CLOT!!!

That all for the CHU 4, update more on CHU 6 later on.. stay tune!!!

Final Recap for CNY

2010-02-23T21:02:00.000-08:00

wow, CNY is gonna end soon, getting to miss it... CNY, my favourite celebration coz can meet up with all of my fren, family member and the lovely one...

this year, getting abit bore in the 1st few day due to there is not much place for me to visit. All of my fren is getting their own program, I just can stay in home to wait for my DAY coming..

hereby to update a favorite of 2010 to you guys

my favorite shoe in 2010.... loving it...

next is my new style in 2010.. wahahaha

update more later...

disappointed

2010-02-20T10:51:00.000-08:00

Today, suddenly get a phone cal from a fren. It should be a big suprise for me. But end up, I m getting a scold, blame by you on the other way..

I was totally disappointed..

The thing I m disappointed is not scold by you, but is frame up by you. I can't imaging tat there is no trust between us in the past few year.. Is it just starting recently or it is from the day we know each other.

You did call me back to apologize, but I really can't pick up ur cal. I m not angry but is heart break.. You totally wake me up.. You make me awake that I m such a person in ur heart & mind..

You did tell me tat u r too nervous n rush.. So u did call everyone to saying same thing. Yeah, this is mean that I m just same as everyone, you are not trust me..

I really awake on it after the call, I m trying hard. Do wht I have promised u previously.. But I can't get the trust from u..

Thanks for wake me up. I m happy coz I did noe how myself are in ur heart & mind. In the other way, I did sad & disappointed coz wht I m do for this few year are nth for you..

Fren, take care always..

Tel me, trust me;
Don trust, better don tel..

long time no see

2010-02-16T03:05:00.000-08:00

Its been a long time never see you.. Finaly get to catch up v u today. Just finish a drink with you in the cafe.. Chit chat non stop.. Thanks for coming out for a short meet.. Miss u a lot..

You have change a lot from the day I know u.. Its good, great.. Keep it up..

Take care.. Waiting for the next date to meet up v u..

完了？？

2009-12-29T07:37:00.000-08:00

每套戏都会有终止的一集，爱情会不会也是这样呢？

今天，听你讲想出过去工作，听了其实很不想让你去。。可是嘴巴还是锁了些鼓励的话。。曾经的我，都被你觉得我不曾支持你，这一次，我变得要说出支持你了。。因为不想再让你觉得我是那么的一个不鼓励你的男朋友。。

如果真的出国，那就加油吧，我也知道哪一天，也是我们的最后一集了。。哈哈，还蛮好笑的。。

听着你说，我真的有一万个不愿意。。可是我又能怎样呢？我还是得支持你，还是得说一些你喜欢听的话，我也知道，如果你出国了，我们就会像断了线的风筝。。永远都找不会对方了。。

爱你，所以宁愿你开心，也不想你伤心。。

爱你，所以宁可自己心痛，也不想你不愿意。。

爱情的路，到最后，是怎样？是谁陪你走完？永远都只有在最后才会知道。。

现在，只希望留着最好的回忆。。

你的回忆，是不是我的，我不晓得。

我的回忆，你却占了好大的一部分。。。

忙碌十二月的最后一个周末。。

2009-12-28T07:04:00.000-08:00

十二月的最后的一个周末，我做了一个我没有试过的roadshow。一个一小孩子为题的roadshow。。

在那里，我得想出一些能够和小孩子们一起互动的游戏。。还蛮开心的。。因为那个人形娃娃，一出场就令我笑得关不上嘴。。

这个东西，令我笑到肚子痛。。哈哈。。

小孩们都和爱和这几个东西拍照哦。。

填色比赛哦。。

节目一箩箩哦。。

真的蛮轻松，因为这一次的工作，没有比起其他的来得复杂。。

十二月要过完了，新的一年又来了，今年真的有很大的收获，因为毕业，做工，学到多很多的东西，看到很多很多的人。。回想起今年还在读书的时候，真的觉得自己好无知哦。哈哈

新的一年，我一定更加努力，一定要做得比今年更好。。

2010年，我们加油！！

圣诞前夕。。

2009-12-24T20:25:00.000-08:00

一年一度的圣诞前夕又到了。昨天也就是大家议论纷纷的 "Christmas Eve"。。哈哈，我就和我的宝贝破列的去吃一餐咯。。可是这一次不是什么bbq，也不是去吃扒。反而我们是去吃日本餐咯。。哈哈哈，我只觉得，开心的话，吃什么都可以的。。。有谁规定一定要吃什么火鸡肉呢？我就是喜欢来个特别的。

图片会告诉你我们的食物有多好吃。。

这是我最爱的日本冷面，又称 SOBA。。哈哈哈，好好吃。。

他的饭。。鳗鱼饭。。她还蛮喜欢的。。一直猛说好吃，好吃。。

吃啊，吃。。

不停的吃。。

竖起拇指，不停的称赞。。

被偷拍的一张。。

我们当晚的鞋子。。哈哈，好久没穿这一双了。。

也祝所有的朋友。。圣诞快乐。。

今年收少很多朋友的圣诞祝福信息了。。反而多了很多工作伙伴的信息，甚至多了几个客户的信息。。意外的收获吧。。

start to loving it~ Keyboard...

2009-12-21T09:18:00.000-08:00

I am in love with you day by day, Keyboard.. from the 1st impression with abit trouble on using it until I can't take my finger out of you, Keyboard.. heheh

start in love with you, keyboard.. many people ask me what is the thing i have mention...

here it is, my lovely Blackberry... hahaha

新的开始

2009-12-16T07:13:00.000-08:00

最近刚买了一台新手机。。哈哈。。很开心。。因为我觉得她还蛮好用。。也蛮有用途。。觉得开始很会花钱。。是周边的人改变了我，还是环境改变我呢？

一台电话，一双新鞋，现在缺的就是一条牛仔裤。。然后就是我的香港之旅。。好兴奋。。

腰部打断的储蓄。。来一个开心之旅。。

圣诞节。。一个温暖的节日。。好像和你一起过。。宝贝。。可是因为有工作的事情，怕不能了。。明天就去为你买一份礼物，祝你圣诞节快日。。

討厭

2009-12-16T06:53:00.000-08:00

最近開始很討厭一個人。。我真的不懂到底是我的问题还是你。。

最近，不管做什么，都被你骂。真搞不懂，到底你有什么不满意。。

只觉得我做的，你都好像觉得有问题，如果是其他人做的，你的态度就不一样了。。

讨厌你。。我真的开始累了。。累不是因为太多东西做。。累只因为我开始不想再和你有再多的纠纷。。

为什么就不能好好的一起相处，很多时候我都忍。因为我不想大家见面的时候会有问题。。也不想大家合作有麻烦。。可是我的容忍，是不是令你觉得我怕你。。我真的怕有一天，我会开火。。我真的好怕我会在很多人面前就对你的一切一切来个了断。。

曾经的你，也不是对我很好，老实说，我对你其实真的开始有厌意了。。

请你好好想清楚你所讲的。。看清楚你做的。。如果你没有交待过，不要以为我会懂。。我如果真的懂，我已经取代你，做你的位置了。。

请你自重，谢谢。。

BUSY OCTOBER

2009-09-28T08:15:00.000-07:00

October, make me scare of it... This is the terrible month I think my company have. October, project is coming non-stop. Starting from the small project, then follow up with the small road show, next is the continuous road show, follow up with the MBOR road show...

OMG!!!! I am busy for those road show... almost cant rest at all...

Left few day to the enter the month of October, hope I can handle it well...

Hope I can.....

memory...

2009-09-04T08:15:00.000-07:00

today, suddenly listen to pinguan 1 old song.. erm... feel sad when listen the song. hahaha, still rmb tis song when I have my break with my ex...

tat time stil listen to such song.. today listen back, really feel touch.. think back all those memory.. but wht can i say is thanks you.. without you, will never have me for today..

Memory always the best, coz make me stop and think back what I have done before.. but memory is memory, i cant stand at the past.. have to look for future..

Now, i have learn to appreciate you, my lovely.. but still, thanks for all of you, my ex....

Sick..

2009-07-31T22:33:00.000-07:00

Fall sick in this week.. body feel really uncontrolable. mind is running away.. fever non-stop.. cough like hell.. wht wrong v me?

Try to cheer my body up.. Fren. Gf, Colleague all are worry about me.. forcing by colleague to going clinic.. Is fever... eat medicine den fall slp. Taking MC but not use it coz busy doing review report and prepare for coming week project..

Must cheer myself up.. else i will fall... Just to be more energy.. for 3 more week, after all end den hope can get a good rest...

feeling weird today.. fever is not that high as tat day.. but stil.. i have fever.. take my medicine 30min dy.. now start to make myself blur.. cant slp, coz have to go change tire..

Just try to stand for it.. I think I can, and You must can, KELVIN. wahhahaha

如果我變成回憶

2009-07-31T22:15:00.000-07:00

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊vr

若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记

Love this song.. the rythm is nice, 1 of the love song for me right now.. cureently top place in my playlist...hahaha, Know you love it oso. ahaha...

"连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记"
The lyric so touch.. hahah,is not worth for you to take all those pain, seem is so unfair, pls forget me.....

good good...

Strong recommended to all ppl out there.. 5 STAR recommended, tis few day quite often listen to this song, no matter in car, radio, restaurant, almost the place i visit i can listen it..

IPOD top play list for me. wahahhaha

Sorry

2009-07-30T09:20:00.001-07:00

Feeling weird.. because I have did something so silly.. make you not really happy and of course will disappointed. Arh!!!!!!!Today, dinner with 1 of my fren.. all is running smoothly in the dinner and have quite a long chit chat v this fren..

Thing goes wrong when the way i have tok with the fren.. erm.. M i really stupid o idiot? o i m really Dump... i have tok something tat is silly and have make a lie to this fren.. Lie is not suppose coming out between me and this fren.. but why i m so stupid.. Promise is always we using between each other.. last cal,you have hang up my phone, cant cal back for the 5 time keep on calling after the hang up. SMS cant reach, wht is happen to you? Anything happen on you?

1sms, 2 sms, 3sms, sound stupid, keep on sms but cant reach, cal cant reach.. anything happen o batter low again? dono.. the only wayis keep on sms n cal.. finally SMS delivered.. I call back to this fren, Not even get my cal.. Do u very angry? Just coz i tel u the truth?

MSN, wrote for 100x Sorry, keep on msn u although is offline, just hope you can forgive me... all is go wrong..

Nice fren, True Fren, but jus coz this, will it spoit the relationship between each other?? feel stupid, coz is all spoil by me.. M i really stupid? Or m i really need to learn to have a good communicate v each other? dono yet, but be true to you my fren, jus coz i trust on you, although is like no manners.. but hope you know is not tat meaning..

sorry my dear fren...

SSK ROADSHOW

2009-07-26T09:36:00.000-07:00

As promise in the last post, will update u guys for the SSK ROADSHOW.. waahahha, damn fun.. I'm LOVIN IT....

Here it come..

mid night setup in Mid Valley, The day i never sleep at all.

Here it's done. hahaha, finally done it and run smoohtly..

one of the cute customer.. wahahhaa, doing hair styling by our professional hair stylist. wahhaha

and here wan to thanks for all my lovely Brand Ambassador.. wahahahah, coz you all help it really success.

Adrinne here.. ahahah

again is her..

stupid soozee.. haih

hahaha, curi curi hide behind

Linda Linda~~~

Kinki & Me.. hahha, nice to meet you, is really a nice and friendly person. my sms kaki:P

kinda like this photo. look funny

hahah, this emily know her so long liao..

stupid & me again

hahaha, look better on this la aunty..

ahahaha, will update more later when get more photo.. hehehe

1st project

2009-07-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

omg, i m really lack of time now.. its been 2 dat left from today til my 1st roadshow that handle by me.. really exciting and worry coz scare it cant be do well..

May all the thing i did is really with the expect from my boss... and thanks alot to all my colleague.

Update the photo here once the event is start to let you all know how it is really go with, and stay tune guys, pretty is all around in the roadshow.. wahahhahahah

MID VALLEY, 15/7/09, Center Court. Mett you all thr...

GOOD BYE MY FREN..

2009-07-04T05:40:00.000-07:00

010709, a day that will always make us remeber you... the day u leave. trying to catch up with you but we still missing you.

A morning sms, wake meup with sadness. always have a smiling face, friendly and always nice to hang out fren, CHEAN VOON.. you are leaving..

What the world rules nowadays? anything wrong with this kind and good boy? Why the world have bring him aways... FAR FAR AWAY from us.. What its left is only the tears and sadness from everyone.

010709 night, rushing back from PJ to seremban. Try to come to see you for the very last time. The last photo we have took, is jus the photo when my birthday in MARCH. It been really a long time photo. Why cant have a chance to say GOOD BYE to you my fren, my DUDE...

U told me in the early year, you have a dream, want to travel around MALAYSIA and want to have a nice shooting with all those nice view... Why you cant have a chance to do it? Wht the world is always cruel on this??

I miss you.. I will always miss you.. Miss all those day when we are in secondary and always HANG OUT.. 10 years, but you have leave us with silent...

I hope you will be happy in the other so called "WORLD".. hope you will no more pain and suffer with what you are experience in this LIFE...

My fren, CHEAN VOON.. I MISS YOU...
R.I.P Chean Voon

START WORK

2009-06-06T23:01:00.000-07:00

wow, is amazing man, I am going to start work dy. For the first week, have nth much to it. Hoping for next week job.. hahaha

想念

2009-05-30T11:18:00.000-07:00

开始懂得这两个字得正真意义了。我今天，开始想念你了。。虽然我们没有吵架，可是我终觉得我们会有一天就要终止了。。我不晓得，也不想去懂得。。

爱你，我从以前改变了很多。。不管是对或错，我终是为你想。。最近，一位好朋友告诉我，我要到外地去做工，那你会怎样。我说还是一样，我还是一样爱你，一样想你。。我朋友说，也许我不在的时候，可能会有人对你很好，很关心你，到时，你可能就会离开我了。。他也说我可能会找到一个更好的。。一切都是一个循环。。我不晓得。。可是，我只告诉他，如果真的有一天，你离开我了。。我会祝福你。。因为你觉得那一位，比我好，一定会给你幸福。。

曾经也有人告诉我，如果你先不要我，我一定会伤得很深很深，我想应该吧。。因为我真得很爱你。

今天，有多一次听到你的朋友说我的不适，向介绍其他的人选给你，真得很气。。我真的不晓得，为什么你的朋友们终是想拆散我们呢？我刚才告诉你，如果真的有那么一天，你的朋友应该负上一半的责任。。因为我觉得你一定会被他们影响。

我，真的很想你。。很希望你就永远在我身边。可是，这回是真的吗？以后的是我们不能控制，可是如果你真的爱我，那我想我们真的可以。。

我怕工作，会令我们见面时间变少。。我想过就算省一点时间，我都想回来见你。。因为我怕我见不到你会开始想你。。也怕我们的距离会更远。。

宝贝，我真得很舍不得你，真得很想你。。

终极聚会

2009-05-28T00:39:00.000-07:00

哈哈。现在离待会的聚会还有少许时间。。很兴奋了。。待会见吧朋友。。

紧张和期待。。

2009-05-26T23:18:00.000-07:00

终于考完试了。。感觉我一整个星期都没有休息过。。每一天不断地读啊读，有时还没水就读到去考场。。听起来还有点恐怖。可是这就是所谓的大学生活了吧。。

又要毕业了，又要向人生的第二个目标前进。。真的是紧张又期待。。紧张，是因为不懂会不会有什么恐怖的是发生，期待是因为可以学习新的事物。随着紧张期待的心情后面的就是我的不舍。。想处了五年的好朋友。。就快要各分东西了。。真得很谢谢你们，因为在这五年里，我真的因为有你们，才会学习到不同的东西。学术或课外的，你们都教导的我很多。。就像是“获益良多”。。哈哈。。

五年里，朋友来来去去，只有真心的，才能够挨到现在。。所以也蛮开心。因为一班知己嘛，什么的ASSIGNMENT或PROJECT都是一伙的。。也曾经一起到新加坡去玩。真得谢谢了。因为有你们的回忆。。

明天，最后一次的聚会了。。可能往后真的很少机会再坐在一起聊天，讲废话了。。期待明天吧！！！

old update

2009-05-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

Huh, it been a long time since i watched tis movie --- SNIPER!!! ahahah, Its been a long waiting since the news of the movie from entertainment news. Watched it with CLOT tee. Wahahahha

EXAM FEVER

2009-05-16T22:07:00.000-07:00

SHIT, exam next week, my mind is empty.. Tis few day really lazy to study.. mayb coz is final trim, so not so much hardworking as the 1st day study in campus. hahaha anywhr, must STUDY STUDY STUDY.......

UPDATE ONCE EXAM FINISH....

BIRTHDAY 2009 PART 2

2009-04-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

Is my 2nd celebration. ngam ngam my birthday eve.. ahhaha, Sure is with my lovely lo.. hahah..

hahaha, sing K lo..coz we always used to sing 2 person de.:P

Last night with my TAKA2, coz is sold d... BYE BYE!!

she is trying to act CUTE.. ahahha

FROM HER....

hahaa, thanks so much my lovely..

Thanks my lovely, I LOVE YOU...

actually have 1 more part is from my College fren de.. but don have the photo.. hahaha, if get then jus upload la.. haha

BIRTHDAY 2009 PART 1

2009-04-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

Its been almost a month since my birthday. hahah, so long no update blog d... as told u all in previous post, coz bz my STUDY... Haih... I have so many thing to do but not even start to do.. Due date all jus around the corner..sienz la......

hahaha, my 1st cake, is from my really best fren in my hometown, always my DUDEs..

tis is the FRESH couple on that day.. hehehe, AS FRESH AS THE FRESH AIR. ahahahha
So Sweet o.. hehehe

MARCUS and CHEAN VOON.. Thanks for coming...

hahah, i look so fat tat time.. but now i m getting thinner. haha, trust me o..

thanks for all my fren come to celebrate for me.. heheh

miss out my lovely in the photo, but nvm, will upload next celebration with her...

SG TRIP PART 2

2009-04-20T09:54:00.000-07:00

WOW, SO LONG NO UPDATED D, SINCE THE PART 1 TIL NOW... SORY MATES.. CZ BZ WORKING N EXAM... NOW REST A WHILE THEN FAST FAST UPDATE TO U ALL....

FINISH DOPHIN, GOING TO UNDERWATER WORLD..

CAN YOU SPOT THE STAR AND THE SMALL SHARK??

I LIKE TIS, ITS DAMN CLEAR...

SHARK EMBRYO DEVELOPMENT... MUST KNOW THIS MATES...

GUESS WHT IS IT...

THIS THING LOOK SCARY.. WHEN U REALLY SEE IT LOOK SO HUGE..

SOMETHING WEIRD UNDERWATER...

YELLOW IN COLOUR, HAVE U SEE IT B4??

SO SO SO HUGE, LOOK LIKE THE OCTOPUS IN PIRATE OF THE CARABIN. HAHAH

UNDERWATER WORLD IN SENTOSA,MUST VISIT!!!

6.30PM, WHILE WAITING "SOUND OF THE SEA" START..

7.00PM, PPL STARTING TO MAKE THE PLACE FULL....

WHILE WAITING THE SHOW START, PSP TIME, BUT WHY THE TISSUE IS IN MY NOSE?? SWT!!

[K]v00n, JANE, ANDREW, MISSING MIT IN PHOTO ABOVE. HAHAH

GUESS WHAT IS IT?? HAHAH, WHO GET TO ANSWER TIS SURE I WIL GIV TIS TO HIM/HER..

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TIS NAME "OSCAR FANTASY" GET IT RIGHT? IF YES PLS REDEEM IT FROM ME YA. AHAHHA

ITS EVEN BIGGER THAN JANE HEAD. HAHAHHA, ITS TASTY.. YUMMY, FEEL LIKE WAN TO EAT AGAIN....

DAY 3

AGAIN IN BUGIS STREET BEFORE WE LEAVE SG...

BYE BYE SG, WE WILL BE BACK. AHAHAHAHA

ITS REALLY A NICE TRIP AND HAVE FUN WITH MY GOOD GOOD FREN IN MMU.. HAHAH

SG TRIP

2009-03-31T05:45:00.000-07:00

Went to SG for few day.. It been a very very long time no holiday and have a very fun holiday in thr.. It is a budget holiday vacation coz we have no much money in pocket. hahaha...

We have save the money for the accommodation coz have the chance to stay in my fren aunty house. hahah...

Let start with the trip... .

haha, having our MCD set lunch in LARKIN STATION before going SG..

hahha, by spending RM1.90, we have sitting in the bus for around 1 hour, YES, RM1.90, DON THINK U CAN DO THIS IN MALAYSIA..

just arrive SG...

Here we are..

1st station BUGIS SHOPPING MALL..

2nd day, before we left the house to 2nd day trip..hahah, left our DA LOU ANDREW coz he snapping the photo.. :P

here the most convenient public transport in SG.. so called MRT..

1st stop in the 2nd day..forgot the name of the complex....

by using this card, we can claim back SG1 after we have out the MRT.. hahha, good idea..

SG LANDMARK.. hahahah, must go else not mean visited SG...

something that we do not understand when i see it.. it is too ARTISTIC.. ahahah

tis 2 person sit thr take pic.. so lazy..

hahah, so called MMU FANTASY 4....

look like a DURIAN... so unique..

MITCHELL with the Punk drawing..

Kelvin with the PUNK drawing..

Jane with LOVE LOVE LOVE drawing..

andrew with BOTTLE DRAWING..

就是这样。。

It is like tis... hahah

Monorail into SENTOSA!!!

MITCHELL is looking at some gals in front...

DAM DAM DAM... tis is the little cute gal... hahahah

my DA LOU so action face. ahahhahah

Pretty Gals and Pretty Dolphin. Nice Match..

The Trainer look pretty le.. hahahahha

She can swim damn fast...

Pink Dolphin, 1st time see it.. heheh

hahah, ok. now stop at here 1st, will be update SG TRIP PART 2 later.. Gaming now.. ahahahahh, mates, catch up my blog lo.. ahhahahah

30/3

2009-03-29T20:30:00.000-07:00

wow..Today is my big DAY!!!!

HOLIDAY

2009-03-21T21:08:00.000-07:00

WOW, its holi, holi, holiday... wahahahaa, so long no holiday, but tis time holiday plan to go visit SINGAPORE!!!! Have a long time not been visit thr since i m a kid.. ahhah

Tis week holiday is with d budget, so cant simply buy thing.. ahahha, mayb have a look at thr den next time jus go back to grap all the thing i want. whahahah

Wil update more when i back from thr.. hahhaha

exam!!!

2009-03-19T18:06:00.001-07:00

10AM EXAM LATER, NTH IN MY MIND..SHIT!!!!

1854

2009-03-19T03:54:00.000-07:00

Omg, look at the time, is dy 6.55pm now.. Getting to exam on the next morning on 10am. but now stil not yet finish study.. I m really tired now!!

Today early morning have to go tutorial, but I slept at 4am yesterday. Due to some of the training, I have to slep late and wake up early today for my 9am class. Once the tutorial end, have to rush to do my PASSPORT. Coz coming mid term break have to go SINGAPORE with my fren. I am broke once I have pay the fees for it. It also make me waste of more than 2 hour for that queue. Really tired for it..

Finish the passport, next is my revision on my tml test. I have nth in my mind but my phone is keep on ringing due to the other matters.. Really feel like want to off my phone to have a PEACE WORLD for today til my exam.. But I cant, I have no choise for it, coz i have choose to be in the way..

ARH!!!!! from 3pm-6pm, I cant slep at all due to the call keep coming, How I wish I can have a 30min nap for it before I cont my revision, but I cant!!!!!

1901, end of this post. Have to rush back to my revision.... I hope to have a good dream but I cant.....SAD SAD... :(

TRYING SOMETHING NEW

2009-03-16T22:03:00.000-07:00

last sun, have went for shopping and have buy something that have never ever try before. hehe, don think wrong. jus some new style for my self.. but once i buy and try, not bad huh.. so jus buy few thing and try for this fresh look. hahah..

Upload it for fren to share with you all my fresh look..

BIG DAY OF MY FREN

2009-03-16T05:50:00.000-07:00

I am attended my fren birthday last few week, and this time, should be my last time to celebrate his birthday if not mistaken. Coz going to graduate, dono stil will have the chance to meet him and celebrate with all of the fren or not..

Her gal fren, book d venue and purposely make d surprise for him. Hear what my fren say is, he is not go back house for the whole day coz his gal not letting. I think his gal might busy in the house for cooking all the nice food for his surprising big day.

This is the 1st time going the SPORT BAR, not bad, feel so nice in thr. pool table look nice, ppl thr not like outside those shop, and have the comfortable sofa for us to rest thr. Overall that is NOT BAD for me. ehehhe

Upload some photo of tat day here to share with fren..

Who You Want To Be?

2009-03-11T21:58:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I have think that m I really need study so long? F*ck Up, study so long but come out just listen to someone instruction or order to work. Sometimes, the head of department is even less educated that you.. Hahaha, this is life, but for me, I really don't think study so long is really can promise to survive.

If one day, you meet 2 person, A and B. They are same age with you now, and A, have his own business and even have those luxury stuff that you have dream off and a happy life without worry for those stupid RETRENCHMENT and those UNEMPLOYMENT risk. The only thing he is worse than you is he is just finish SPM.

B, A super duper genius, or we can named this kind of people as an SMART ASS (sorry ya, this is only the name i can give to them). For those College or University student, this is so called 4 pointed student or 4 flat. Hahaha, sure all student who like to study really hope they will be in that range or been named as 4flat, 4 pointed or even smart ass. But this so called GENIUS, no car, no luxury life, no business and 1 more most important thing is he still owe government money for study loan, that means is NEGATIVE in his cash flow. With the higher UNEMPLOYMENT and RETRENCHMENT risk nowadays, he have to standby with his next job always because he have never ever know when is the last day he will be in his company later.

So, if you can choose, which 1 do u prefer? Prefer with those ppl name you SMART ASS or those who Manage people?

If I have a chance, I will choose A, because if i choose B, end up you just have a cert but with NEGATIVE CASH FLOW, every month work oso need pay loan, your life is NEGATIVE. If I am A, my life is POSITIVE in CASH FLOW and all those so called educated ppl oso under my management, So that time, we just see who is really the SMART ASS. Coz those last time so called SMART ASS now is under the manage by those...

Selling Mickey MP3

2009-03-10T02:39:00.000-07:00

Selling Mickey Mp3..
Available at 1GB and 2GB

1GB RM100 - Black, Red, Pink, Silver
2GB RM150 - Black, Red, Pink, Silver, White

grab it fast before it sold out!!!

BORING DAY

2009-03-08T01:54:00.000-08:00

Erm, is quite some times i have no update my blog d. Last few week, have to attened fren birhday party and also redo and redo my FYP questionaire.. Make me headached..

My Fyp questionaire have been redo for 4 times, but stil not complete yet, tis week, I have to redo again for the last time checking coz i m sick in redo.. haih... Last fri have been went to some interview. Actually jus wan to get some experience of knowing wht kind of question normally those company will ask.. Luckly i managed to get know some of it and I have manage to get some of the early present gift on the last few day.. hahah.. Its is the ACU DUNKESTO and some tee and 1 UNFUTURA. ahhaa, photo will be update later coz no take photo tis few day. hehehe

On the day, still meet 1 of my long time no contact fren.. This gal meet her when go up the escalator.. Like some sort of drama.. haha, but no much further communication after smile and "Hi".. jus sms her when walk around the complex.. haha..

17 March is my 1st mid term exam, abit headached of it and worry but think have to start study now for it, coz last trim.. really worry..

So after my 1st mid term paper, den is going to m y break for 1 week, hahah, den is my BIG DAY!!! haha.. Cant wait for the day now... Dono what i can get on the day.. heheh.. Still waiting for my OF BEARBRICK 400%.. hahaha

小时候。。

2009-03-02T05:54:00.000-08:00

听着南拳妈妈的《再见小时候》，突然间想起小时候，很怀念那种一大班朋友一起出去玩直到晚上，有时还甚至不回家，到朋友家睡。。哈哈。。想起真得很开心。。

现在，随着年龄的增加。。我也真的很少很少的再像以前降了。。偶尔在夜深人静的时候，会想年那感觉。。可是终是有种不同的感觉。。也许这就是所谓的“变了”。。以前还记得有一位很要好的朋友告诉我，他觉得他好像觉得容纳不进我们了，当时的我就告诉他是人在变，每个人都变，可是当时的我还很坚信我和我那班死党没有变。。就这样，我一直对那种感觉不断的坚信。。

开始到各地读书的朋友，开始了各自的新生活。。也许偶尔回来聚一聚，可是因为有时我没出席那些聚会，开始觉得我好像被遗忘了。。偶尔，想到在剧的时候，感觉已经不同了。。还记得一个在中学的要好朋友，因为到远方去读书，也就这样感觉也开始不同了。。当时真得很要好，连追女子都告诉他的。。现在终觉得好像不同了。。

一班要好的朋友，一年也许真的只有见到不超过一百次。。就这样开始生疏了。。也许我的工作很忙，有时又因为陪女朋友就这样开始令到那生疏的感觉出现。。有时停下脚步，想回头看看，人已经不在。。可悲的只有自己。。

也许因为我真得很现实，所以对我来说现在要的，需要的，是我能帮到家里，至少我现在能够用着自己的钱，不需要再替家里增加开销，那就已经可以了。。因为年纪已经大了，也是时候要看远一点。。不再是自己了。。

朋友，有时真得很开心有机会聚一聚，可是希望话题不再越来越少。。因为每个人都有自己选择的路，所以最后的路会怎样，友情会否因为各自的选择而中断，只有自己才能懂。。也许看的东西不一样，路也不再一样。。

希望看到这篇部落格的好朋友，真得明白每个人都有自己的生活。。真的是有心的朋友，不会因为聚少就抛弃这个我。。因为感觉的东西消失了，很难找回。。以前也有一个死党，现在也开始变成陌生了。。因为某些原因，五年的感情就这样不见了。。到底问题是出在他身上，还是自己。。现在想起觉得好像是自己。。不过现在就算见到，在聚，也不再一样了。。

有时觉得聚一聚，真的需要多包容的心。不然真地会开始出现问题。。因为已经十年的朋友，真地对我来讲很重要。。聚少不代表不关心，聚多也不代表很在乎。。看很容易，做却很难。只有真心的朋友会明白这一句。。

希望友情永远会将我们牵在一起

khalil 方大同

2009-03-02T03:28:00.000-08:00

As promise for my fren mit to update this blog for my recently top list singer --KHALIL FANG. Getting connect with this singer when I am listening to his <黑白>(Black & White). This song MTV is really nice , still rmb is watched in GREENBOX on Valentive with my gal. Look cool and rhythm are really comfortable.. It look like some Old-School feel..

After the 黑白（Black & White), then is the 为你写的歌（SING A LONG SONG - for English version). is really so nice. So is going to my top list in my music player of my comp and also my IPOD. After heard of all his Orange Moon Album, then I go seek for his old album which named -- 未来　＆　爱爱爱．

Fren, this time I really recommend this singer to all who dono him and never hear his name before. Must go listen.. Must go buy his album. Hahah..

Just wan share with my fellow fren who never listen this before.. enjoy ya..

FRIEND

2009-03-01T09:32:00.000-08:00

Last friday, went to visited mt fren who is sick. It been around 2-3 week have never meet him after the CNY gathering, but when i meet him in his house, he look really different. He now just left 49kg. A boy age 23 like me with the weight of 49KG. its not sound good..

Knowing him when I am in F1, he is a very very nice person. Getting close with him when start our favourite Co-coriculum -- SCOUT. Always hang out together when in sch time and always chit-chat and gossip..

But, have a big change recetnly.. but he is strong. He is still have good positive thinking or can call it as SELF ENHANCHEMENT.. I am really hope we can hang out together again 1 day and going to TAKE PHOTO around MALAYSIA as what you told me that day. FRIEND, YOU WILL BE OKAY, WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU IN MY DEEPLY HEART..

LOOK FOR A STAR

2009-02-26T02:53:00.000-08:00

Yup, this is what I have watched on the Valentin night with my gal. Its a vry good movie that hope to share with who have not yet watch. Better go watch before its gone. heheh..

Andy Lau, as we all know its a good actor and have always act with the true heart.. but in the movie, I like d Denise Ho Wan See. Look perfect style in the movie. agaga..

Mates, Pls grap the opportunity to watch it now.. go go go!!!!A very good Love story and also have abit Humour sense in it.. heheh

cooling day

2009-02-26T02:49:00.000-08:00

wow, is raining again today.. last week, the wheather is hot like shit as what i have wrote over here, but now, whather change 360 coz no more hot sun but is d cooling and d polling rain..

Really cool, every morning before go class also need to take the cold bath..but i think this is much more better than the hot sun coz at least i can have a better slep time and also a cooling day. hahah

coming soon!!

2009-02-20T08:33:00.001-08:00

STAY TUNE ON IT, IT IS COMING SOON!!

TIRED DAY....

2009-02-20T07:55:00.001-08:00

Today. as usual going to the International Finance Class, and today class is finish in 30 min early from the timetable, so I am feeling happy coz getting back early by tis.. who's noe the bad luck stuff is starting in silence without my notice..

when i reach sentral, I am rushing to the counter to try getting the 12pm bus.. but when i reached, i have noticed that is the board wrote 7.30PM in the seremban counter... I try to telling myself that maybe they have make the mistake on it and stil going to queue for the ticket.. when reach my turn, I asking..

Kelvin: KAK, SEREMBAN satu.

KAK: SEREMBAN pukul 7.30PM.

KELVIN: HAR!! LAIN TAK ADA KAH?

KAK: HABIS, DIK..

I starting to worry that got no bus going back now, how!!!!!!

I thinking of to take KL bus and going back by KTM or BUS from thr, but suddenly,I have think of 1 fren in MMU who drive mayb can help, den I trying to cal some fen in getting tis fren help, but when i get the fren num and cal, I cant cal tis fren, so I end up with take KL bus decision..

I trying to cal one of my fren in KL to asking for sending me back.. at first, my fren like having prob coz is too late, but at the end, this fren is going to help me on it.

when i getting in the bus, I have ask the driver whether can drop me downat the road side when reach sban tol, but he refuse, and i end up with going to KL... but while I waiting in the bus to start going, my fren AH YONG cal me ask me for telling the driver again coz have 1 more passenger also wanna drop by thr, so with the 1 more passenger pursuing, the driver agree to drop down us at the road side of sban tol.. THANKS SO MUCH THE DRIVER AND THANKS SO MUCH TO AH YONG..

In the bus, I am really tired and feeling sleepy, but I have to keep myself awake and tel myself if the bus miss the tol and I do not go down, I have to back from KL.. I have to stay awake in the bus with my tired and sleepy mood..

Finally, withing a hour, I have reach sban and I have drop down at the HIGHWAY road side and WALKING in to the sban tol.. It quite a long distace but it better than I have to take again the Seremban Bus from KL to coming back.. Luckly, I can drop by thr, else i think today i will be staying in MELAKA 1 more day...

HOT LIKE SHIT!!!!!!

2009-02-19T03:05:00.000-08:00

omg, is really a hot weather...recently, i have keep on taking 4-5 time bath per day.i dono what is going on with the weather but pls... pls give me a POLLING RAIN!!!! I m suffer for this hot shit for the few day... pls help me!!!!!!

MY COLLECTION FOR SALES!!!!!!

2009-02-17T08:04:00.000-08:00

SELLING MY GADGET!!!

TOPS

CLOT 67 TEE BLACK = RM250!!
COND: 9/10
SIZE: L

DEVILCLOT BLACK LOGO TEE = RM250
COND: 9.5/10 (WEAR 1 TIME WITH INNER TEE)
SIZE: L

KIKSTYO X AKI X NB = RM200
COND: 9.5/10
SIZE: M

KIKSTYO X YUKO X WHAT THE DUNK = RM250
COND: 9.8/10 (JUST WEAR 1 TIME WITH INNER TEE)
SIZE: M

XLARGE X MICKEY = SOLD
COND: BRAND NEW
SIZE: L

RECON LOGO TEE (WITH 3M EFFECT)= SOLD
COND: BRAND NEW
SIZE: L

KICKS!!!

GREEN TAXI = RM280
COND: 9/10 (WEAR LESS THAN 5 TIME)
SIZE: US 10

MELBOURNE DUNK = RM350
COND: 9/10
SIZE: US 10

TAKASHI 2 = RM 380 HOLD!!
COND: 9/10
SIZE: US 10

GUN & ROSES = RM 330
COND: BRAND NEW IN BOX
SIZE: US 10

NIKE DUNK SAFARI = RM 400
COND: BRAND NEW IN BOX
SIZE: US 10

HAVE TO CLEAR THIS, IF FAST DEAL WILL GIVE YOU A GOOD DISCOUNT!!

CHEERS!!!!

情人节

2009-02-17T00:07:00.000-08:00

今年的情人节，一早就开始为这一天而起身庆祝了。。

早上十一点，就去唱唱两人情歌。。。哈哈。

而我们的早餐也是在那边享用的。。照片没拍到，可是我们是叫了一个鱼扒饭和一个BBQ鸡扒。。
当然也没有忘记那些免费的SALAD。。

这就是吃完的碗碟。。

当时，也偷偷拍了张那个爱唱歌的她的照片哦。。

当天的早上，我和她的。。

唱完了，就到广场走走，大约下午就回家休息休息。。因为晚上还要继续我们的情人节。。

晚上的她与我。。

到了去年去得同一家餐馆去吃情人套餐哦。。

同时，也拍下所有的食物哦。。从前菜到甜品。。

面包。。

虾的沙拉。。

蘑菇汤。。

我们的扒哦。。
这是她的。。

这是我的。。

草莓雪糕。。

最后，还有一杯的咖啡，可是并没有再拍了。。

看他爱吃的样子。。

吃了又要拍的她。。

又拍我。。

最后，餐馆还送了每对情侣一队的小熊。。

加上去年的，今年已经是第二只了，

也希望每一队的情侣们，每个都有个美好的情人节，没请人的，就快快找一个咯。。就像这一对小熊，一对对的。。

我的她的大日子。。

2009-02-16T10:47:00.000-08:00

今天，要为我的她庆祝她的大日子，哈。。去年，我也带着她到这里庆祝。。

我的。。

她的。。

一堆的佳肴，还有那个爱拍照的她。。

努力的在用餐。。

终于完成了。。

自恋的她，拍了不少照片。。

这里真的可说是一个美食天堂。。

好了，明年再见啦，美食天堂。。

$$$

2008-05-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

wow... $$$ by edc, fama and sam lee.. yeah.. world is $$$ making.. must earn and earn!!!! EDC rock!!! shut the fucking ass mouth if u don like him.. u can quit here and don view here.. ACT LIKE YOU KNOW!!!

朋友变情人再变朋友

2008-05-11T20:52:00.000-07:00

安静的房间
还有你的温柔躺在棉被上
看着多的枕头为何分手后
回忆就被偷走爱情走到尽头
是否可以做朋友你和我以前是朋友
心情不错就想约你走走
你要电影我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
谁懂这坎坷
爱上你以后
愉悦很轻松
现实太残酷
梦中你会拥抱我
当爱上以后
如今我们分手
我变成情歌手是唱太多太多bala歌
你和我现在是朋友
你那么好
却只能做朋友
你撞了我我装无所谓
我们如何要求更多
还能做朋友或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
只能显真格
你和我以前是朋友
心情不错就想约你走走
你聊电影我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友
或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
谁懂这坎坷
你和我现在是朋友
你那么好却只能做朋友
你撞了我我装无所谓
我们如何要求更多
还能做朋友或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
只能显真格
朋友变情人再变朋友
祝我们快乐!!!

放弃还是挽留？？

2008-05-11T04:59:00.000-07:00

我等了两次你的电话。。可是最后，还是我自己打去了。。你最后还是没打来。。是我过度的要求。。还是你并没有太在意我呢？我很像来个冷静的时期，去看看到底我在你心中是不是真得那么重要。。我知道，我们两个人的爱，并不平衡。。重心永远都在我者。。我没埋怨。。因为我爱。。可是，也需付出得太多了。。得到的是一颗比普通还要普通的心。。我应该怎样？？

我真的很少很少听见你青口说一声，我爱你。。我想你。。你终说很多东西不一定要每天说出口的。。是吗？我知道。。可是，真的，是你不想说呢？还是没有讲的必要。。我很想你。。想你想疯了。。可是。。想你的永远都是我。。也许我想的应该是要怎样忘记。。要怎样放松。。因为这样，才会对我自己好。。

我决定了。。我真地想去玩玩。。和朋友去玩玩。。因为我真得像在这段时间里，让你，我去冷静下。。

我太爱。。也许你不会珍惜吧。。有时我真得很羡慕那些很爱很爱她男友的那些女友的。。因为，那让我觉得重视。。也让我感觉到爱。。比起我现在。。也许好很多吧。。

我好想你。。真的好想。。你也许没有好想。。因为我知道。。我在你心里，真的不是很重要。。

angel and evil

2008-05-11T00:31:00.000-07:00

11 may 2008, omg.. tml is my final 1st paper.. feel so scare now.. hahah, wht i have do durin this stupid and long long study week?? not going back hometown .. make me miss my girlfren sick.. hahaha, i have a week not going to see her dy.. beside that, i also miss my family. coz today is d mother day.. i not going back to celebrate v my mom oso.. feel so bad now...

tis few day, i have thinking to buy something.. 1st is the shoe.. takashi2.. ops.. mayb not everyone know wht the fuck is it.. hahaha, nvm, ppl who know wil know, ppl who dono no point to know oso.. hahah, get the best deal on the shoe.. but i end up with cancel the deal.. not because of what, but because i have a bundle of shoe in my room nowadays.. jus planning to grab the newcastle when it release.. hahaha...

2nd, is the PSP.. omg... do u noe.. y i m going to pick this up?? coz it is fun to use and it not only a gaming tools.. can on9, listen music and so on.. but m i really need it?? i have get to know that this psp is cost about 6++ - 7++.. erm.. if it really 6++ i think i will get it.. coz is reasonable.. yesterday, 1 fren told me that i m going to spending more n more nowadays.. erm.. m i really do so?? i do not know.. i have plan to buy this n that recently.. but when i ask suggestion from my gf.. she will totally give me the answer" N-O, NO".. haih.. end up wht i oso cant buy.. i stil rmb the last shoe i buy is few month ago.. n before this shoe, i have promise to her that i won buy shoe within this half year.. haaha, sound funny? but is good. coz she need me to save money.. is another way to make myself saving..

but when i come with nowadays planning.. she like not happy.. she say when i decide to buy something, she cant stop me always.. but i have give her a thousand reason.. hahhaa, to persuade her to let me buy it... in the end.. she agree with unhappy mood.. i know she not hope me to waste such big amount money on those not realistic stuff.. erm.. wht should i do???

today, jane say better save money for vacation, travel.. erm. such a good idea.. but i still not make any decision on taking wht with my money.. just hoping to save my money.. but my heart, my evil inside me.. keep on disturbing me.. haih.. whr my angel?? can you help help me.. by not letting this stupid evil come out again..

haih.. is the last 2 week for me in here.. coz after tis is my training.. for 4 month.. i think i will have a long time won meet my gang in mmy within this 4 month.. hahaa, kinda miss them.. anywhr. good luck to all my mmu fren who taking final la.. all the best.. lastly, hope my angel will tel me wht i should do next?? wahahhahaha

jus wan to be myself

2008-05-09T01:41:00.000-07:00

today, dy the last 3 day for counting down to my final.. omg.. wht i m doing whithin this few day.. like nth in my mind.. i cant let it continue with this.. today, i have watch 2 episode fo drama when i woke up.. omg.. time is past by that.. i m jus wasting another 2 hour.. wahahhaa. feeling like cry..

yesterday, get to know that 1 of my best fren in my hometown have broke up recently.. but for me, they are a good and a sweet couple.. as i know that, the reason for them to broke up is not jus a small prob.. erm.. wht is going on between this.. wht have happen?? i may wan to find out more in tis.. coz for me, they are all treat their lovely with care and one heart. compare to outsider view, i am totally diff. coz normally, i m jus like a PLAYBOY among all ppl eye, but not including my best fren la.. of course they will know i m totally not.. hahha.. but anywhr, i must found out y they break up..

love is always end up with sadness. for me.. i can say that is when u in love, u will happy, when u end of the love, u will sad. this is the fact. no ppl can change it.. but have any1 look through this inciddent?? coz in the world that full of gossip, no matter what u do, u will get some gossip from ppl.. this is the true.. if u try to get back ur lovely since u have broke up, ppl will saying u r totally stupid, troubling, coz keep on disturbing.. but on the other hand, when u not doing anything and jus respect on his or her decision, jus let him o her free, ppl will say u r totally not in love v ur lovely before. they wil say u like won sad coz u not doing anything, not even put ur true love on him o her.. can u see that?? is all those idiot nonsense. for me.. wht can do is jus do ur self.. jus be ur self.. no matter wht ppl say.. jus ask them to shut their stupid ass hole mouth.. is not their business.. pls.. pls ACT LIKE YOU KNOW. don act like a gei po..

nowadays, i have croseeover with something new, gal nowadays is it all oso realistic?? erm.. nope i guess, coz i am still believe that still there are some gal who is really true heart v u.. really not care bout money and all those realistic stuff.. although some of ppl will say this kind of ppl is stupid, fool, but this is the really dream gal that i wan to find.. mayb 1 day later.. i have crossover with her.. then i wil show to all over the world, and shout out "I HAVE GET YOU MY DARLING" ahahahhaa, so wht can i do now? jus waiting for the day coming..

waht the fuck i m writing so much nonsense here ya?? exam is jus 2 more day later but now posting this kind of idiot blog.. wahahhahahah damn it...

我们怎么了。。

2008-05-06T12:00:00.000-07:00

最近电话的信息铃声换到了这首歌。。S。H。E的我们怎么了。。到底怎么了？我真得很想问。。是时间令我们当初在一起的热诚冲淡了？还是大家都对大家感到闷了？厌了。。昨天，我们吵了很大的一场。。我真的不想的。到底是我的错还是谁呢？你说我抓得你太紧了。。是吗?真的是这样吗？

我告诉你，我好怕你会这样就消失。。就着这样消失在我眼前。。我真的好怕。。昨晚你哭了很久。。我不懂到底我是不是令你辛苦了。。还是你从来都还没真真的投入我们的故事。。我突然想起了那首歌。。“如果说你要走，我不会留。。我不去管以后。。”这首歌不断地出现在我脑海中。。我不想因为我你的眼泪一支掉。。我真的好心痛。。你已经好久没笑了。。好久没真真地从心里笑出来了。。最近我真的忙得没有抽出太多时间陪你。。我知道是我不好。。希望你能明白。。

我开始有点失眠了。。我每次晚上，就很精神。。就会胡思乱想。。我真得不懂到底你和我会有多久的甜蜜。。我也不懂我睡醒后，你会不会还在我身边。。我承认我对你很凶，可是我都是为你好。。。我不想你有什么问题。。我从来不介意去帮你解决你的难题。。我只希望你开心。。真的就是这点。。可是我却一次又一次令你掉泪。。我不想你再掉眼泪了。。我到底该怎样。。

今天，我尝试去听你说，不要管你太紧，我尝试的让你自由，可是你却觉得我肤浅你。。我真得不懂该如何。。如果可以，我不想昨天你哭的事发生。。我好怕你会突然离我而去。。在这里，我找不到倾诉的对象，我只有在我的这私人空间把这一切都写出来。。今天，是第二天没看到你。。我好想你。。真的好想。。如果可以，我希望每天都能见到你。。我真的爱你爱到迷失了原来的我。。我不懂为什么。。我。。我好想你。。

凌晨三点十九分，外面不断的打雷。。好像知道我的心在痛。。在替我伤心。我好想问你，到底你和我在一起回辛苦吗?我不想你和我在一起回辛苦。。如果是降我宁愿放你自由。。有谁能告诉我。。我到底做得对吗？我快要疯了。。

如果说你要走，我不会留，我不去管以后，多么痛，多么的难过，别越爱越难过。。

越爱越难过

2008-05-05T10:44:00.000-07:00

越爱越难过

说说你为什么为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖求你别软弱
求你说出口分手的理由
但你却拖拖拖拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
说说你为什么为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖求你别软弱
求你说出口分手的理由
但你还拖拖拖拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过
别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说继续沉默
连朋友都没得作为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧坏人我来做
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do

3.00am

2008-04-16T11:42:00.000-07:00

Omg, its been 3.00am soon, i have to wake up at 7am later to back sban.. hahah, i think i m really fully use of my 24 hour.. Before i going slep, i must write something here 1st. today is really a bz day for me.. I have been wake up from early morning 7am to class then til 4pm jus reach home, rest 2 hour i have to go back to campus for meeting and also my rehersal.. omg.. wht is the life i have now?? so damn terrible..

Tis is the time that i jus get back my home and jus finish shower and sit in front of my lovely computer.. i have been a long time no really good touch on it, i have always bz and bz.. is not like the normal me.. coz normally i will always stick in front of the comp and play til mid night.. but not i jus can stick to my meeting and rehersal.. everyday oso meeting and rehersal.. really hope all those seminar can finish ASAP..

today rehersal have take for 4 hour.. from 10.30 - 2am.. is really sound like crazy.. i noe mayb some of the member wil don like this kind of leader. coz have never think of them at all. pratise til so late.. some even have to go to their other task tml early morning.. But wht can i do.. this is the last min job.. i jus can make it like tis if not the situation will become more worse..

mayb it will be POINT o SHOOT by some1 behind me.. but if u not satisfy v me.. i have make it clear in my few blog.. PLS TOK IN FRONT OF ME don act like a small kid.. tok behind ppl.. ACT LIKE YOU KNOW!!!

24HOURS IS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME

2008-04-15T10:07:00.000-07:00

Recently, i have been bz with my University project, those seminar, assignment all make me sick.. i am even no much time to sleep in this few week. I jus finish my last week business project, this week is my seminar preparation.. I am really headached for it.. I am taking in charge in 1 of the performance, CAT WALK.. really bz bz bz... today actually is MALACA HISTORICAL day, but early morning have to wake up to campus meeting, then rehersal.. omg.. i am going to faint if this situation keep on going the same.. yesterday night doing all those rehersal til 11pm today early 9am need go campus meeting.. i am super duper tired.

beside that, my personal time is not enough.. working time is now add-ing in my normal timetable. i have no more free for it.. but wht can i say?? i have never blame on it. coz the main thing i really need is ---- money. i have no chance to say NO.. if there is a single chance to earn money i think i will too..

last few day, have a big argue with one of my fren.. really really serious offense. tat mayb is my careless, never check probably something tat should take, so make this fren so damn angry. but what can i say is jus a S-O-R-R-Y. i cant do anything. coz last few day have many emergency happen, but no need to tel out ppl, jus myself noe, is been no time for me to catch up with so many details stuff.. so mayb tis is d reason i have miss out something that should bring to my fren. my fren have told me that i have not appreciate other thing beside of my girlfren. i think my fren is going wrong.. i m not.. i jus have no time.. but watever, i jus dono wht the fuck is going on, i no time to explain. my job is not done yet, when does me have other time to explain such thing..

really really bz.. i think better u guys don simply come and kacau me.. i wil no much time to entertaint u all.. if u guys think that i padan muka coz wan take so much job in a time then jus let it be.. coz tis is MY OWN BUSINESS, i have never ever complain in front of anyone of u, so don try to get in my business. I don like ppl interupt me.. I HAVE MY OWN WAY TO LIVE. u can hate me, but pls don try to tok something bad behind me.. i HATE it. u think u wan to live easy and happy is ur business, don put ut mindset on me. I am ME, not U..

ARGGGGGG!!!! so damn angry when someone is toking bad story behind me.. if u have GUT and DARE ENOUGH, TOK IT IN FRONT OF ME STUPID IDIOT ASS HOLE....

shoe!!!

2008-04-09T06:52:00.001-07:00

yeah yeah, i think tis is a bit late for me to upload some of the photo for my birthday, but the main chracter is not tat.. heheh, is actually tis shoe..

hahaha, is 1 of the own shoe i bought if for my birthday gift.. hahaha, buy for myself.. before buying this shoe, i have been ask the permission from some1 so long dy.. til she agree v it jus get it de. hahaha... is green in colour.. hahaha

haha, i like to take the photo when work, tis is 1 of the photo that the 1st day i wear it going work.. wahahhaha

BUSYZZZZZZZZZZ

2008-04-09T06:44:00.000-07:00

I am kinda bz tis few day, everyday i have to wake up early n go to sale my jelly in campus for the investment sub. sale until 5pm, i going to eat then going to do the next day jelly. beside that, sometime will have some meeting during the time after my dinner. I am really tired of this kind of life now.. everyday oso doing the same thing.

finally. my business project is end tml, i will have to put my concentration on my next project, which is the seminar, omg... its is really scary.. i have tis seminar in the coming week, i think is 21 of april, and i am going to become the leader for 1 of the performace. which is never ever have been present, or be show by the student,------TANG TANG!!! tat is the MAGICAL CAT WALK!!!

wahahahah, is it a fresh idea and is attrating?? how awesome is tat? how magic is that?? will it have many pretty model for that?? haha, all u can get the answer only in our ISLAMIC SEMINAR...

nowadays, i really bz for my working and study. so sometime, i have no time to acc some1 there, but is it ok for me to b tat bz??? m i going to b crazy?? hahaha, hopefully not.. i think i m taking more than 3 work currently, beside that i m still a undergraduate student.. wow, i cant imaging that i can doing so much thing in 1 time.. hope i can manage my time in a good way but not make my social and study timetable become worse..

its been few day never been updated here, mit is going to say tat "NO UPDATE BUT STATUS STATE THAT IS UPDATED!!" hahaha, sorry mit, really bz til i cant change the status la.. ahhahaha

guys out thr, pls support my blog lo.. ahhaha

BREAK THE PROMISE!!!

2008-04-04T05:47:00.000-07:00

Today, is the afternoon, actually i am doing nothing but jus go trhough my note for tomorrow exam, suddenly, get the call from my girlfreind about the big problem have come across to me which is HER FREN CANT WORK. This really make me so shock beacuse tomorrow is the working day but the fella just suddenly msg my girlfren say that she may not be work for tomorrow and not going to work for it. I am really angry about that. Do you guy know how serious offese is it? This is the last minute story..

The fella tel me in the noon, that she wont be working for me. I need to search for people to replace her. If this happen 1 week before now I am sure i can get people, but this is not, this is the last minute. I am rushing of time for my preparation for the exam tomorrow but now i have another burden which is searching someone jus wan to replace that jack ass place. (pls forgive me for that inpolite word) i am really angry bout that.

I use the whole afternoon to find people for work. asking many friend for help. In the end, I have come across with this friend, MI FEI, I really need to thanks her coz she is helping me on this. because she can lend me her hand on this incident. really so aprreciate her help else i will be lack of 1 promoter for helping for me tomorrow.

from this story, i have learn a lesson that i have to find few more promoter for backup in case there is someone telling me the same story, i can straight away kick their ass and replace it with my other helper that i have stand by..

I am really hate people who cant keep their promise. I HATE PEOPLE BREAK THEIR PROMISE. So people out there, if you cant keep your promise on me please to promise me anything, else i will hate you as i hate the jack ass that i mention here..

CLOT

2008-04-03T21:01:00.000-07:00

CLOT RED CAMO... it is hot...

Its been a long time that people never hear about the edc, or EDISON CHEN(which that is more familiar). he is a fashion leader, and 1 thing for sure is he is my idol.. i am so so so admired him. his style in street wear, is AWESOME. he can lead the fashion. But unluckly, because of some inciddent which it may not be and cant be disclose have been disclose. it lead to make his business down, no matter on the fashion business or his entertainment business. but this may not make me go away from him, coz i m stil supporting him. although many people is hate him, dislike him but for me, i feel that this is their own problem.

Because of those inccident, u hate his talent?? no way, i wont be that childish, because i m looking toward his talent but not his social life. and 1 thing i wan to make it clear, this inciddent happen when those people are in love, are have their relationship. so why dont we people don so KE PO on it. people have their own right to do so.. u may do so if u wan(but i m recomment it). when they are in relationship, they can do whatever they want as long as both of them agree on it, but why we people wan to take a leg on the inccident, just wan to make the inccdent be more big, more huge.. in chinese 事不关己，己不劳心。。have you ever hear that. Now, people are keep on gossip about that, why don people here don wan to giv him a chance to stand up? giv him a chance to forgive him??

For his business, i think he have the talent in his fashion business. this is what i really really admired. C-L-O-T, not jus a simple name you know? this brand is awesome because it have crossover with mant many famous designer and also brand. jus like the example is, LEVI's sure all of you have acorss it rite? he did it, he have crossover with this brand and coming out few awesome jeans. this is damn cool. for me, i will always supporting him, and in my blog, i have update few song that i feel that is nice to listen and i have introduce to you all.. if you all free or when visit my blog, can go n OPEN YOU EAR and listen it.. people there, pls, pls ACT LIKE YOU KNOW!!! don jus follow people... EDC, ROCK!!

this is the C-L-O-T logo that i have mention in above..

this is the product crossover from CLOT and LEVIS

华语的部落个。。

2008-04-03T07:36:00.000-07:00

哈哈，有一段时间没回来了。。最近也许比较忙吧，所以中没有时间写写这网上日记。。一定有人会问，忙什么？？忙功课，忙拍拖？？忙工作？？对，就是这几样，令到我快喘不过气了。。我的功课一天比一天多，多到我不想去做。。拍拖时间真地少了很多，可是没变，就是一定要抽出时间来陪陪她。。毕竟她是我最疼的。。女朋友选了就要疼。。所以不能怨。。工作？？比以前多了。。因为我现在做两份工了。。对我来说，这个世界就是金钱做成的。。人类每天都要为了金钱而活。。有些人一定看到我降说后，觉得我太现实了，可是我呸。。你不要假假说你不是为钱而活。。不管是你或你的上一代，他们没有一个不是为了一个钱字而烦。。对我来说，"NO MONEY NO TALK"这句话一点都没错。。因为在现在这个社会，没钱没人会可怜你。。。就好想你想吃饭，少了十仙，你休想吃到。。。所以你们说钱不重要的，请用你所谓的头脑想。。每天多听到有人说我现实，我倒是觉得那些人还很幼稚，一点都不懂什么是现在的社会。。每个人都是为了钱而活。。所以我也只是为了钱而活。。没钱，就是没钱，不能买你要的东西，更不要想讲什么梦想。。

也许会有人觉得我很恐怖吧，可是我就是不喜欢那些小孩子的思想。。如果真真的体会钱的重要的话，就懂我的话是什么了。。

第一次

2008-03-12T10:17:00.000-07:00

哈哈，我因为看到我的一位好朋友的部落个，所以下定决心写下我的第一次。。是第一次的部落个，不要想歪。。。曾经我在friendster里也写过。。当时是因为某些事，所以很气，想抒发。。像发泄。。就写了。。这一个是我第一次写的。。

今天，雨天。。我们像往常的一样八点去上课。。唯一有点不同的，就是我得其中一位好朋友，jane却又去八点的课。。哈哈。。因为他真的习惯会缺席八点的，今天就有点的惊喜。。不过去到上课，却没有一个人认真的听课。反而是忙着做自己的东西。。有的玩电话，有的玩电玩。。有的睡觉。。那睡觉的就一定是我啦。。可是今天真得很怪。。因为平常连一定要上课的andrew都不上，反而去lab做他自己的东西。。今天真的是奇怪的一天。。

下午，我们朋友之间，开始出现了一点点地火药味。。也许真正的战征很快要开始了。。开会出现小争吵。。就连开完后，火药味就更浓。。。我选择做回自己觉得对的事。。不去改变，不理会他人所讲的。。很快的，那种不愉快地感觉也暂时的消失了。。

傍晚，我们去了唱k。。第一次在这里唱。。感觉还好。。还是喜欢芙蓉的。。因为这间的设备有限。。加上那控制器真地用了我很多时间去研究。。。哈哈，我真的还一个个叫我的朋友们去按。。。

我真的还很喜欢唱k。。。也许就是一种感觉吧。。唱着唱着。。我原来是唱的最多的一个叻。。好paisei咯。。可是这是第一次和我马六甲的朋友一起唱，而他们真的和我芙蓉的那一班很不同。。也许我是唯一会唱广东歌的，所以我唱时真的很怪。。没有人和我一起唱。。。所以过后，我都只是唱华语歌。。我的那位好朋友，真得太兴奋了。。唱那些英文歌，唱到喊得。。哈哈。。真得很搞笑。。

也许真的玩了一整天，有点累了。。又要放假了。。放假过后就是考试的时候了。。可是我却还没动过书。。开始担心叻。。可是我却希望时间快过。。因为我在等。。等待我的二十二岁生日的到来。。哈哈。。。